stay (and not just for today)

today i miss you.

but not in the old

"i miss you,

please

come back to me"

kind of way

i'm so used to.

no.

this time

i miss you more

in a new

"i need someone

to hug,

and i'd love it

to be you,

anyway else,

it wouldn't do any good"

kinda way.

i don't feel

so cold now,

but i still feel

a lilttle sad.

one day, i hope,

i'll write a song

about you, and,

unklike the old ones,

this will be titled

"thank you".

i always wanted

to marry you.

now i'm lying dead

on this bridge.

at least you said

"yes"

just before i left.